Brizee arrived backstage at the Backstreet Boys concert. She saw her boyfriend, Brian. She smiled and went over to him and covered his eyes.

       Hey girl, Brian said.

       How did you know! Brizee said.

       You are the only one who does that, Brian said.

       Really? Brizee said.

       Yeah, Brian said hugging her tight.

       I missed you so much, Brizee said.

       I missed you, too, Briz, Brian said. He pulled her close and they kissed hungrily.

       Is that all you guys do? Nick asked.

       No, Brian said hugging Brizee.

       Hi Briz, Nick said smiling at her.

       Hi Nicky, Brizee said hugging him. Brian smiled and left the room. Nick pulled Brizee to his dressing room and closed the door and locked it and they were in each others arms, kissing hungrily as their clothes went flying everywhere. He turned on the stereo and they sank to the floor and made love. He laid on top of her and kissed her.

       I hate this, us hiding our relationship, pretending to be just best friends, I hate this, Nick said burying his face in her neck.

       I know, but you know what this would do to Brian, Brizee said. Nick looked at her.

       I know, it will kill him, he really loves you, Nick said.

       Yeah, he does, Brizee said.

       I guess its a secret, Nick said.

       Yeah, Brizee said. He got up and got ready. Brizee got dressed and went out and saw Brian come out of his dressing room. He smiled.

       Hey baby, Brian said.

       Hey, Brizee said.

       Can we talk? Brian asked.

       Sure, Brizee said. They went into his dressing room and closed the door and he sat her on the couch and knelt down in front of her.

       Briz, we have been together for three years, I love you more than life itself, that is why I want to ask you this, Brian said pulling out a small ring box.

       Brian, Brizee said.

       I know I want to be with you forever, will you marry me? Brian asked. Brizee looked at him.

       Yes, Brizee said. He grinned and slid the ring on her finger and got up and pulled her up and kissed her deeply.

       I love you, Brian said.

       I love you, too, Brizee said.  They went out and saw Kevin, Nick, AJ, and Howie sitting around.

       Guys, Briz and I have an announcement, we are getting married, Brian said grinning. Kevin, Howie, and AJ got up and hugged them. Brian saw Nick sitting there. Nick got up and ran to his dressing room and closed the door. Brizee looked at Brian.

       Whats wrong with Nick? Brian asked.

       Dont know, Kevin said looking at Brizee. Brizee confessed everything to Kevin and Kevin promised not to tell.

       Ill go talk to him, Brizee said.

       No, I will, this sounds like a big brother thing, Kevin said. He went to Nicks dressing room and went in and closed the door.

       Hey little bro, Kevin said.

       I love her, Kev, I love her so much, I know she and Brian are together, but getting married?! Nick said.

       Nick, Brian really loves her, if he finds out about you and Brizee, it will kill him, Kevin said.

       I want to be with her, Kev, I want to marry her, and be with her forever, shes the one for me, I know it, but I cant have her, shes marrying my best friend, Nick said. Kevin sat down and hugged Nick.

Chapter 2

Three months later, Brizee and Brian got married. Nick tried to ge her to call it off but she couldnt hurt Brian. He didnt show up for the wedding and Brian wondered where he was. Kevin covered saying Nick wasnt feeling well. After Brizee and Brian got back from their honeymoon, Brizee went to visit Nick. She knocked on the door. The door opened and Nick stood there.

       What do you want, Nick said.

       Can we talk? Brizee asked.

       Why, shouldnt you be with your husband, Nick said.

       I came to see you, Nick, Brizee said.

       Just leave me alone, okay, you dont want to hurt Brian, so just go, Nick said. He shut the door and Brizee opened the door and closed it. She locked it and looked at him.

       Get out, Nick said.

       We need to talk, Brizee said.

       There is nothing to talk about, Nick said.

       Yes, there is, starting with why you didnt come to the wedding, Brian was wondering where you were, Brizee said.

       I couldnt watch you marry him, Nick said.

       Well, Kevin told him that you werent feeling well, so you have Kevin covering for you, which means you owe Kevin for saving your ass, Brizee said.

       Gee, I should thank him, wait, I dont give a shit, Nick said.

       Why are you being like this! Brizee said. Nick looked at her and went over to her and pushed her against the wall.

       You really want to know, I wanted you to marry me, I wanted to be with you forever, I wanted to be in Brians place at that wedding, I love you, Brizee, I love you so much it hurts, Nick said grinding his hips against hers.

       Nick, I do want to be with you, I just dont want to hurt Brian, I like what you and I have, dont end it, Brizee said.

       What, you want me to be your lover while you are married to Brian, I dont think so, you either come be with me, or you be with Brian, you cant have both of us, Nick said. She looked at him and pulled away and ran out the door. She went home.

That night, the guys were performing at the Orlando Arena. Brian went over to Nick.

       Frack, what is wrong, Brian said.

       Nothing, Nick said.

       Im worried about you, Brian said.

       Dont be, Im fine, Nick said.

       Okay, Brian said.

They went onstage and performed a couple of songs and then Nick went on for his solo. He saw Brizee watching him from the VIP area and mouthed that he was dedicating this song to her. He performed I Need You Tonight. He went backstage and sat down. The other guys sung their solos. Brizee came backstage as Howie was doing his solo. She looked at Nick and went to Nicks dressing room. Nick came in and closed the door and Brizee was in his arms and they were kissing hungrily. Nick locked the door and pushed her against the wall and lifted her skirt and pushed her panties to the side and unbuckled his pants and pushed them down and pushed his underwear down and he pushed inside her. He kissed her and she moaned in his mouth. He went fast and hard. He came and shot his hot liquid inside her. She came around him and cried out in his mouth as he kissed her hard. He let her down and pulled his underwear and pants up. He straightened up. She fixed her panties and smoothed her skirt down. She looked in the mirror and turned to him and he kissed her deeply.

       I dont want us to end either, Nick said. She nodded and hugged him. He went out and heard the guys back onstage. She came out of Nicks dressing room and sat down and watched the guys on the screens backstage. After the show, Brizee waited in Brians dressing room. He came in and saw her and smiled. She smiled at him and hugged him.

       I love you, B, Brizee said burying her face in his neck.

       I love you, too, baby, Brian said. They kissed deeply. She had an idea on how to be with Nick again.

       Baby, I want to tell you something, Brizee said.

       What is it, baby, Brian said.

       I have this fantasy, I have had it ever since before you and I got together, Brizee said.

       What is it, Brian said.

       Well, you are in it, and so is Nick, and you both are making love to me, Brizee said.

       And you want this fantasy to come true, Brian said.

       Yes, I do, this is only for one night, you and I are married, Brizee said. They heard yelling.

       I WANT HER, KEVIN! I WANT BRIZEE! IS THAT A CRIME TO FEEL THAT WAY! they heard Nick yell. Brizees eyes widened and her mouth dropped open. She looked at Brian. He went out the door. She ran after him. Brian went in and saw Kevin and Nick glaring at each other.

       Since when did you want my wife, Nick, Brian said.

       Ever since you two got together, Nick said.

       Thats why you werent at the wedding, you didnt want to see me marry her, Brian said.

       Yeah, Nick said.

       You lied, Kevin, you knew and you lied to me, Brian said.

       Im sorry, Kevin said. Brian looked at Brizee. She was glaring at Kevin.

       You know what, Nick, you can have her, Im done, Brian said. He walked out the door.

       Brian, wait! Brizee said running after him.

       Briz, we are over, Ill file the divorce papers, Brian said.

       No! Brizee cried.

       Briz, he wants you, and I know him, he wont give up until you are his, Brian said.

       Brian, I love you, Brizee said.

       Briz, just be with him! Brian said.

       I love you! Brizee said.

       Briz, Im letting you go, go be with him! Brian said.

       Brian, dont do this! Brizee said.

       Just go be with him! Brian said. He walked off. Brizee stood there crying.

       Briz, Im sorry, I didnt mean to yell it out, Kevin made me so mad, I got angry, Nick said behind her. She turned and looked at him. She went to him and kissed him hungrily.

       Take me, Nicky, take me to your house, Brizee said.

       What happened with Brian, Nick said.

       He let me go, hes going to file for a divorce, Brizee said.

       Do you want that, Nick said.

       No, but Im glad he did, because I want to be with you, Brizee said.

       Briz, you love him, Nick said.

       I told him that I wanted to be with him but he said he wanted to let me go, Brizee said.

       So, what now, Nick said.

       You are going to take me home to your house and make sweet passionate love to me and make me yours forever, Brizee said running her hands down his chest.