Nick arrived at his bandmates nightclub,
Tabu. He spotted Howie in the VIP section with their other bandmates, AJ, Brian, and Kevin. He went over to them.
Hey,
whats up, Nick said.
Nick,
we have to have a talk with you, Brian said.
About
what? Nick asked sitting down.
Well,
first, we have a band that plays here and we want you to watch them and see what you think of Hayley, Brian said.
Whos
Hayley? Nick asked.
The
guitar player, well, one of them, she has brown hair with blond streaks, Howie said.
We
are looking for a new guitar player, Kevin said.
Why
do we need another guitar player? Nick asked.
So
that we have a new sound, Kevin said.
I
see, so how do you know about this girl? Nick asked.
Howie
has listened to her play last night, AJ said.
Shes
awesome, Nick, she has talent, she has what it takes, Howie said.
Live
from Tabu, here is Pink Slip! John announced. The guys watched the band play. Howie told Nick which one was Hayley and Nick
looked at her and he just stared. She played a guitar solo and he was blown away. After the band was done playing, they got
their stuff together. Kevin went over to Hayley and introduced himself and brought her over to the table.
Guys,
this is Hayley, Hayley, this is Nick, Brian, Howie, and AJ, Kevin said.
Oh
my gosh, I cant believe Im meeting you guys, Hayley said as she sat down at the chair.
Well,
we wanted to meet you, and offer you something, Howie said.
What?
Hayley asked.
We
need a guitarist for our band, and we have heard you play and we would like you to be a part of our band, Kevin said.
There
are stuff that needs to be signed but we want you in our band, you are good at the guitar, not good, great, awesome, Howie
said.
You
want me to be a part of your band, Hayley said.
Yes,
we do, you are talented and you have what it takes, AJ said. Hayley looked at the table.
I
never thought I would get asked to join a band by the Backstreet Boys, I never thought I would get this far, I love playing
in clubs, but to play on a big stage in front of screaming fans, I dont know if I can do that, Hayley said.
Hayley,
we really want you in our band, you are amazing with the guitar and that is what we are looking for, Kevin said.
Can
I think about it? Hayley asked.
Sure,
Kevin said. She went over to her bandmates. Nick couldnt stop staring. He felt someone nudge him. He looked at Brian. Brian
was smiling.
You
got it bad for her, dont you, Brian said quietly.
Yeah,
I do, she is the one for me, I know it, shes so beautiful, Nick said quietly.
Nicks
got a crush, Brian said.
I
think he does, AJ said. Hayley came back over.
Ill
do it, Hayley said.
Thats
great, thank you, Kevin said.
If
me and my band can be one of the opening acts, Hayley said. The guys looked at each other.
You
got a deal, Kevin said.
Three weeks later, everything was set. Hayley arrived at the studio for practice
with her band. Nick, Howie, AJ, Kevin, and Brian were there waiting.
Nick,
Brian, Howie, AJ, and Kevin, this Mike, Jack, Karissa, Ally, and Mark, my band, Hayley said.
Hi,
the guys said.
Hi,
Mark said. Mike, Jack, Karissa, and Ally said hi.
Okay,
on the tour, you guys will be first, so that Hayley can have time to relax before she goes onstage with us, Kevin said.
Okay,
Mark said. Kevin, Howie, Nick, AJ, and Brian went to their practice room.
Hayley,
you are so lucky, Karissa said.
I
know, Nick wont stop staring at me, Hayley said.
I
think he likes you, Ally said.
You
think so? Hayley asked.
Girl,
a guy doesnt stare at you for anything else, he likes you, Karissa said.
I
hope I play good onstage, I hope Im not where Nick will be most of the time, Hayley said. What she didnt know was that Nick
was standing behind her. Karissa and Ally didnt notice.
Hayley,
Karissa said.
Im
serious, girls, I hope Nick is on the other side of the stage, Hayley said. Nick quietly walked away and down the hall. He
went into a empty room and shut the door and leaned against the door and took a deep breath. He figured she wouldnt like him.
She didnt want him near her onstage. There was a knock at the door. Nick moved away and opened the door and saw Brian.
Hey
Frack, you okay, Brian asked.
I
just heard Hayley tell Karissa and Ally that she doesnt want me near her onstage, that she hopes that Im on the other side
of the stage, Nick said.
Oh
man, Frack, Im sorry, Brian said.
Why
cant anyone like me? Nick asked.
People
do like you, Brian said.
Like
who, Nick said.
Everyone,
me, the guys, your family, Brian said.
I want Hayley, Brian, I really like her, I know shes the one for me, but she doesnt like me, Nick said.
What they didnt know was that Hayley was standing outside the door listening to everything.
Frack,
Im sorry, Brian said. Hayley peeked in and saw Brian wrap his arm around Nick and hug him. Nick wiped his eyes and closed
his eyes. Hayley went back down the hall. She ran into Ally and Karissa.
Hayley?
Ally asked.
Nick
thinks I dont want to be near him because I dont like him, god, I like him a lot, hes the one for me, Hayley said.
Then
tell him that, Ally said.
I
cant, too scared, I know he likes me and all, but I cant talk to him, Hayley said.
Well
play a song and dedicate it to him, Ally said.
Which
one, Hayley said.
Ultimate,
Karissa said.
Yeah,
okay, Hayley said. They went to get ready. Hayley found Kevin.
Kevin,
tell Nick that Ultimate is dedicated to him, Hayley said.
Which
one is Ultimate? Kevin asked.
The
one I sing, Hayley said.
Okay,
Kevin said. He went to find Nick as Hayley and her band went onstage.
Chapter 2
Kevin, Nick, and Brian came up to AJ and Howie, who were watching the screens
backstage. AJ took the mic.
Performing
for the first time on tour, the first opening act, Pink Slip! AJ said. They performed two songs. Hayley stepped in front of
the microphone in the middle and they performed Ultimate. Kevin told Nick it was dedicated to him. He listened to it and smiled.
After they were done, they came backstage and Hayley saw Nick looking at her.
Nick,
lets go get ready, Kevin said.
Can
I talk to Hayley first? Nick asked.
You
can talk to her after the show, Kevin said as he pulled Nick down to the hall to the dressing rooms.
Hayley watched Nick go and sat down. Ally and Karissa sat down beside her.
I
wanted to talk to him, Hayley said.
Youll
get to after the show, Ally said.
I
hope so, Hayley said.
We
can talk now, Nick said coming up to her dressing in his outfit for the show.
Did
you like the song? Hayley asked.
Yes,
I did, Nick said.
Nick,
I never said I didnt like you, its just I do like you, a lot, and if you are in front of me onstage when Im playing, I wont
play good because Ill just stare at you and wouldnt concentrate, Hayley said.
I
understand, but you will have to because where you are onstage is on my side of the stage, thats how it is, Nick said.
Hayley,
just play and pretend you are in a club, Ally said.
But
Im not in a club, Im in a venue with a thousand screaming fans, Hayley said.
How
would Nick be distracting, hell be too busy performing for the fans to be a distraction, AJ said.
Just
watching him would be a distraction, Hayley said.
You
like him, dont you, AJ said.
Yes,
she does, and I like her, okay, AJ, Nick said looking at him. AJ held up his hands.
Okay,
AJ said.
Hayley,
I was wondering if you would like to go out after the show, Nick said.
Sure,
Hayley said.
Um,
we are leaving for the next city after the show, Kevin said. Hayley frowned.
How
about riding on my bus with me and we can just hang out, Nick said.
That
could work, Hayley said. Ally and Karissa looked at each other.
Hayley,
its time for you to go on, Kevin said. Hayley got her guitar and went out with the band.
Three weeks went by. Nick and Hayley got to know each other. Karissa and Howie
had started dating. So have Ally and AJ. Hayley, Ally, and Karissa were sitting backstage talking while the guys were in a
meeting.
AJ
is so sweet to me, Ally said.
So
is Howie, I know where he gets his nickname, Sweet D, Karissa said. Hayley smiled.
So
how are things with you and Nick, are you two a couple yet? Ally asked.
Not
yet, we are just taking things slow and easy, we are not officially a couple, although I wish we were, Hayley said.
Girl,
you need to do a little seduction, Ally said.
I
dont want to rush things and Im waiting until after marriage to take that step, Hayley said.
Yeah,
yeah, but he is so hot, Hayley, go after him, I know you want him, Ally said.
I
do want him, but I want to wait until after Im married, Hayley said.
Okay,
okay, okay, Ally said. Nick came out with Howie and AJ behind him. AJ and Ally went off on their own as did Howie, and Karissa.
Nick sat down beside Hayley.
Hey
girl, Nick said. Hayley smiled at him.
Hey
yourself, Hayley said.
Wanna
go do something? Nick asked.
Sure,
Hayley said. He held out his hand and she took it and they went out the door and walked down the street. They went to the
beach and held hands.
Nice
night, Hayley said.
Yeah,
Nick said.
You
okay? Hayley asked looking at him.
I
need to ask you something, Nick said.
What
is it, Hayley said.
Will
you be my girlfriend? Nick asked.
I
thought youd never ask, yes, I will, Hayley said smiling.
You
thought I would never ask, girl, are you crazy, you know I like you, a lot, well, now I have fallen for you, Nick said cupping
her face in his hands.
I
have fallen for you, too, Nick, I know you are the one for me, I always have known, Hayley said. Nick smiled and leaned down
and kissed her lips softly. The kiss deepened and they held each other as they kissed.
Chapter 3
Nick walked down the hall to his dressing room. Someone grabbed him and pulled
him into a room and he saw Brian.
Brian,
whats going on, Nick said.
Leighanne
broke up with me, I have to go talk to her now, can you cover for me, Brian said.
I
cant cover for you during the show, Frick, Nick said.
Nick,
please, just sing my parts, okay, I have to talk to her now, Brian said.
Kevin
is going to be mad, Nick said.
I
dont care, I have to go to Leighanne, Brian said. He ran out of the room. Nick came out just as Hayley came down the hall.
Hey
baby, whats wrong, Hayley said.
Brian
just left to go after Leighanne, I have to cover for him, god, Kevin is going to hit the ceiling, Nick said.
What
am I going to do? Kevin asked coming up to them.
Um,
Brian just left, Leighanne broke up with him and he went after her, Im suppose to sing his parts during the show, Nick said.
How
could you let him go! Kevin yelled.
Kevin,
don't yell at him, Hayley said.
He
left before I could, Kev, he ran out the door, he doesnt care if you are mad or not but he has to go to her, I can sing his
parts, man, Nick said.
We
arent a group without him, there is no way we can go on without him, Kevin said.
Kev,
we can, Nick said.
Nick,
just stop, okay, we cant go on without Brian, how can we explain his absence, Kevin said.
Family
emergency, Nick said.
If
it was that, I would be gone, too, Kevin said
He
got sick? Nick asked. Kevin glared at him.
Dammit,
Nick, I dont want to hear your excuses for him, we are not going on, Kevin said.
Do you hear all of them out there, Kevin, a lot of fans came to see us, we cant postpone or cancel, if we do that,
we wont have any fans left, if you keep this up, me, AJ, and Howie will go on without YOU, Nick said as he took Hayleys hand
and walked off. Kevin stood there.
Nick and Hayley found AJ and Howie and told them what was going on. Kevin
came up to them and told them that they were going on.
After the show, the guys went to shower while Ally, Karissa, and Hayley waited
for them. Nick came out while the girls were talking and they didnt notice him.
Hayley,
what if Nick finds out that you are just using him to further your career, Karissa said. Nicks heart sank and he walked off
down the hall to his dressing room.
I
dont know what you are talking about, Karissa, but Im not using Nick for anything, I am in love with him, he is the one for
me, he is the guy for me, if I didnt play the guitar, if I didnt have any talent, I would still be with him because I have
feelings for him, I care about him, I actually care about him, Hayley said.
I
know you do, girl, Im just kidding, Karissa said.
Dont
kid around about that, if Nick heard what you said, he would think Im using him, and he would end things with me, if he does,
I dont know what Id do, I cant go through another heartache in the love department, Hayley said.
We
know, Hayley, Ally said. Karissa nodded. Kevin came up to them.
Hayley,
can I talk to you? Kevin asked. Hayley followed him down the hall to his dressing room. Kevin closed the door.
What
is it, Kevin? Hayley asked.
Are
you using Nick? Kevin asked.
No,
Im not, why do you ask that? Hayley asked.
Nick
overheard you, Ally, and Karissa talking, and he heard what Karissa said, Kevin said.
Kevin,
I swear to you that Im not using Nick, she was just kidding, I know it wasnt funny and I told her that, I couldnt do that
to anybody, I swear, I already had my heartbroken before, god knows what would happen to me if it happened again, Hayley said.
Kevin sat her down.
What
happened? Kevin asked sitting beside her.
My
ex, he didnt like it that I was a virgin and chose to save myself for marriage, so he went out and found a girl and slept
with her countless times, one time, he decided to bring her to my place, and sleep with her in my bed and I walked in on them,
Hayley said. Kevin wrapped an arm around her.
Are
you still a virgin? Kevin asked.
Yes,
I am, Im still saving myself for marriage, god, Kevin, I hope Nick doesnt break up with me, I couldnt take it, Hayley said.
Kevin hugged her.
Ill
talk to him, you go on out to your bus with the girls, Kevin said. Hayley nodded and went out and saw Nick talking to Karissa
and Ally. She walked past them and went out to her bus and got into her bunk and laid there. She heard footsteps and she looked
up and saw Nick.
Karissa
told me the truth, I know you arent using me, Nick said getting into the bunk with her.
Thats
right, Im not, Hayley said. He pulled her close.
You
are not going to lose me, okay, and I will never cheat on you, Nick said.
Kevin
told you about my ex, Hayley said.
Yeah,
I promise with all my heart that I will never do that to you, I will wait for you, you are worth waiting for, but I know you
are the one for me, Nick said kissing her neck.
I
could never do anything to hurt you, Nick, you are the one for me, Hayley said. He kissed her deeply. She moaned as he held
her close. They heard voices and broke apart and Nick got out of the bunk with Hayley behind him. Karissa, Ally, Mark, Mike
and Jack got on the bus.
I
better get to my bus, Nick said.
Ill
see you later, Hayley said. He kissed her hungrily. He hugged her and got off the bus and went to his bus.
Chapter 4
They arrived at the next city and checked into a hotel. Nick came over to
Hayley.
Hey,
want to share a suite with me? Nick asked hugging her from behind.
Sure,
Hayley said. Brian came in looking exhausted and heartbroken. Hayley looked at Nick and he nodded and went over to Brian and
talked to him. Kevin saw Brian and watched as Brian collapsed against Nick. Hayley went over there and talked to them and
came over to Kevin.
Leighanne
used him to further her career, Hayley said.
Damn
her, Kevin said.
Take
it easy on him, Kev, hes heartbroken, Hayley said.
Im
going to, hes family, Kevin said. Brian came over.
Hey
cuz, Im sorry for running out like that, Brian said.
Come
here, Kevin said hugging him. Brian cried on his shoulder.
I
loved her so much, and all she did was hurt me, Brian said.
I
know, cuz, we wont let her get away with it, Kevin said.
What,
Kev, Brian said.
She
will pay for what she did, Kevin said.
Kevin,
just let it go, Brian said.
Brian, you are my cousin, she hurt you, I cant let her get away with it and be happy, she should be hurt
too, Kevin said. He walked off. Brian looked at Hayley. She shrugged. Kevin came back and they went to the venue for practice.
Hayley, Karissa, Ally, Mark, Mike, and Jack got up onstage and got their instrument together. They performed their songs.
After they were done, they looked at Kevin.
Practice
one more time, and you can just relax until the show tonight, Kevin said. They practiced again and after they were done, they
got offstage except Hayley.
Do
I go relax or do I need to stay up here? Hayley asked.
Go
relax, Hayley, Kevin said smiling at her. She went offstage and went backstage and sat with Ally and Karissa and talked with
them. A blond girl came in.
Is
Nick here? she asked.
Who
are you? Hayley asked.
Im
Willa, his girlfriend, she said.
You
what!? Hayley said.
Im
his girlfriend, who are you, Willa said.
Im
Hayley, Im his girlfriend, Hayley said.
Well,
sorry, honey, but Nick and I never broke up, Willa said. Hayleys heart sank and she ran out the door. Ally and Karissa followed.
Mark, Mike, and Jack sat there. Nick came backstage and looked around and saw Willa.
What
are you doing here, Willa, Nick said.
I
came to see you, Nicky, Willa said.
Dont
call me, Nicky, you bitch, get out, Nick said.
But
Nicky, I came to see you, we are dating, Willa said.
We
broke up, remember, you got your record deal and broke up with me, why bother coming back, unless, you lost your record deal,
Nick said.
I
did, Willa said.
Gee,
too bad, Nick said. Mark called Hayley and told her to get back there.
Nick,
I really want to be with you again, Willa said.
Too
bad, Willa, I dont want you anymore, get the fuck out of my life, Nick said.
I
cant, I love you, Willa said.
No
you dont, you dont know what love is! Nick yelled. Hayley came in with Ally and Karissa behind her.
I
do, too, know what love is, I love you, Nick, always have! Willa said.
No,
you only love me because of what you can get for dating me, a fucking record deal, well, you can forget it, because you and
I are over, FOREVER! Nick yelled,.
Nick,
I dont care about a record deal, anymore, I just want to be with you and make up for what I did to you! Willa said.
Forget
it, you hurt me, Willa, I have moved on, I dont have feelings for you anymore, I don't love you anymore, I dont even like
you anymore! Nick said angrily.
Nick,
Willa said.
Billy,
get her out of here, Nick said.
Nick,
please, Im sorry for what I did, Willa said.
Listen,
honey, he said he didnt want to be with you, he said it was over, Im his girl now so beat it! Hayley said angrily.
Look,
honey, you can keep dreaming, he will always be mine, Willa said.
Actually,
shes right, Willa, Nick is with Hayley, so why not just give it up and move on, AJ said. Willa slapped Nick. Hayley slapped
Willa and Willa jumped on her and they began to fight. Nick grabbed Hayley and pulled her away while Billy and Eddie grabbed
Willa.
Get
her out of here! Nick said angrily. They took Willa out the door.
Ill
make sure shes not allowed anywhere near where we are, Kevin said. He went to find Jeff. Hayley pulled away and went to Nicks
dressing room. She looked in the mirror and tried to clean herself up. Nick came in.
Im
sorry about that, Nick said.
Its
not your fault, Hayley said. Nick took the tissue and gently pressed it against her eyebrow.
I
dont want to lose you, Nick said.
I
dont want to lose you either, Hayley said. He kissed her hungrily.
You
never will, I love you, Hayley, Nick said.
I
love you, too, Hayley said with tears in her eyes.
I
just cant let you go, I just want to hold you forever, Nick said holding her close.
That night, after the show, Nick and Hayley went to their hotel suite. Nick
closed the door and turned and Hayley jumped on him.
I
need you, Hayley said.
Hayley,
Nick said.
Make
me yours, Nick, please, Hayley said hugging him.
Hayley,
you said you wanted to wait until after marriage, Nick said.
I
cant wait any longer, Nick, I need you now, I want you to make love to me, please, make me yours! Hayley said.
Hayley,
Nick said.
I
mean it, Nick, please, I need you to make love to me, make me yours, be my first, Hayley said. Nick looked at her.
Hayley,
youll regret it, Nick said.
The
only thing Ill regret is if you dont make love to me, Hayley said.
Hayley,
you told me you wanted to wait until after you get married to take that step, Nick said. Hayley looked at him.
Nick,
please, make love to me, I cant wait that long, please make me yours forever, Hayley said.
Chapter 5
Nick let her down and walked around the room. Hayley stood there watching
him. Tears fell down her cheeks.
Hayley,
you told me that you wanted to wait until you were married, I respect that, why the sudden change of heart, huh, what are
you scared of? Nick asked.
Im
scared that Willa will do something to me, like hire a guy to kidnap me and Im scared that I will get raped, Hayley said as
she stood there crying.
You
know I would not let anything happen to you, Nick said coming over and cupping her face in his hands.
You
dont know what would happen, Im scared that if I dont do this now, I will lose my virginity to some guy who is raping me,
I want to lose my virginity to a guy that I love, and that is you, Nick, I love you and I want this, I know I do! Hayley said
crying. Nick held her close.
Baby,
shhhh, Nick said. There was a knock at the door. Nick opened the door and saw Kevin.
Everything
okay? Kevin asked.
No,
Nick said. Kevin came in.
Whats
wrong? Kevin asked.
Hayley
wants me to make love to her, because shes scared that she will get raped, shes scared that Willa will come after her and
hire some guy to kidnap Hayley and take her and rape her, Nick said.
Hayley,
honey, you know Nick will not let that happen, none of us will, there are bodyguards everywhere and no one will let anything
happen to you, Kevin said.
I
know, but still, something could happen, Hayley said.
How
about you two get married so you can do it, Kevin said. Hayley looked at Nick.
Theres
an idea, Hayley said.
Whoa,
its too soon, Nick said.
So?
Kevin said.
Kev,
Nick said.
I
have no problem with it, Ill get a justice of the peace and the guys, Kevin said.
Family?
Nick asked.
No
time, Kevin said.
This
is ridiculous, Nick said.
Nick,
its a good idea, that way no one can tear us apart, Hayley said. Nick looked at her.
I
guess we could, and have a family wedding after the tour, Nick said.
Marry
me, Nick, Hayley said.
Okay,
okay, I will, Nick said hugging her. Kevin smiled and left to make arrangements.
Are
you sure about this? Nick asked.
Yeah,
that way, we can make love, and I wont have to go back on my word, you know, about waiting until Im married, you were right,
I was just scared, but now that we are getting married, I dont have to be scared anymore, tonight, I will be your wife, and
tonight, I will lose my virginity to you, and be with you forever, and love you forever, Hayley said cupping his cheek.
Are
you sure you arent using me? Nick asked.
Nick!
Hayley said.
I
just had to ask, Nick said.
No,
Im not using you, why would I use you for, Hayley said. Nick looked at her.
Sex,
Nick said.
Nick,
if I wanted sex, I would go find a random guy and go for it, Hayley said.
Hayley!
Nick said.
But
I dont want any guy, I want you, you are the one I love and want to be with, Hayley said.
I
love you, Nick said.
I
love you, too, Hayley said. They kissed.
Chapter 6
Hayley snapped out of her daydream and looked around and saw that she was
backstage. Ally sat down beside her.
Hey,
you okay, Ally said.
Yeah,
I was just daydreaming, Hayley said.
About
Nick? Ally asked.
Yeah,
Hayley said.
You
two make a great couple, Ally said.
Really?
Hayley asked.
Yeah,
you two belong together, Ally said. Hayley smiled. She looked up and saw Willa come backstage.
Where
is Nick? Willa asked.
Who
are you? Hayley asked.
Im
Willa, his girlfriend, Willa said. Nick came backstage and saw her and smiled. He took Willa into his arms and kissed her.
Hayley sat there. Ally and Karissa looked at each other.
Girls,
this is Willa, my girlfriend, Willa, this is Karissa, Howies girlfriend, this is Ally, AJs girlfriend, and this is Hayley
who is the best guitarist ever, Nick said.
I
would really like to hear you guys play, Willa said.
I
think Im going to be sick, Hayley said. She got up and ran to the bathroom and closed the door and leaned against the wall
and slid down crying. Ally and Karissa came in.
Hayley,
Ally said.
It
was all a lie, he didnt want to be with me, it was all a lie! Hayley said softly crying. Ally hugged her as Hayley sobbed.
Karissa went out and grabbed Howie and pulled him into his dressing room.
What
is going on, Howie, who is Willa, Karissa said.
Nicks
supposedly ex-girlfriend, he told us guys that he broke up with her, I thought he wanted to be with Hayley but I guess he
and Willa never broke up, I cant believe he lied to us, I cant believe he would do this to Hayley! Howie said.
Hayley
is crying her eyes out in the bathroom, he really hurt her, Karissa said.
Damn
him, Howie said.
You
dont have a girlfriend besides me, do you, Karissa said. Howe shook his head.
No,
I dont, you are my only girlfriend, I have an ex, Claudia, but she and I broke up a year ago, I know AJ doesnt have another
girlfriend besides Ally, Howie said.
Hayley walked out of the bathroom with Ally. AJ came over to them and hugged
Hayley.
Kevin
is really yelling at Nick, I mean, tearing him apart, Willa is gone, she broke up with Nick when she heard that Nick got together
with you, AJ said.
I
can never be with him again, its over, forever, Hayley said as Nick came up to them.
No,
Nick said. AJ looked at him.
You
lied to me, Nick, and you expect me to just forget about it, think again, you dont really know me, I cant forgive and forget,
I can never be with you, ever, just stay away from me, Hayley said as she walked back down the hall. Nick leaned against the
wall.
You
screwed up this time, Nick, big time, AJ said taking Allys hand and walked down the hall to his dressing room.
Chapter 7
Hayley walked down the hall. Someone grabbed her arm and pulled her into a
room and closed the door. She looked and saw Nick standing there.
What
do you want, Hayley said coldly.
We
have to talk about this, Nick said.
We
dont have to talk about anything, you lied to me, you said you wanted to be with me, but you already had a girlfriend, I cant
be with a liar, Hayley said.
I
was going to break up with her, Nick said.
You
came backstage and kissed her right in front of me, Hayley said.
Im
sorry, Nick said.
I
dont care anymore, just stay away from me, Hayley said.
Hayley,
please, give me another chance, Nick said.
No,
Hayley said. She headed for the door. Nick pushed her against the wall.
I
cant let you go, Nick said.
Well,
you are going to have to, because I cant be with a liar, Hayley said.
I
love you, Hayley, I love you so much that it hurts, I cant be without you, you are the only one for me, Nick said.
What,
Hayley said.
I
love you, Hayley, I always have and I know I always will, you are the only one for me and that is the truth, Nick said.
I
cant, Hayley said. Nick kissed her softly.
Please
give me another chance, I will not hurt you again, I promise you that I will never hurt you again, Nick said. She looked at
him.
Okay,
Ill give you another chance, but if you hurt me again, its over for good, no begging me to take you back, its over for good,
Hayley said.
I
will never hurt you again, I promise, Nick said. He kissed her deeply. Ally and Karissa came in.
Hayley?
Ally asked. Hayley pulled away and looked at them and smiled.
You
forgave him, Karissa said.
I
gave him another chance, but he knows what happens if he hurts me again, Hayley said.
Nick,
you will have to deal with us, if you hurt her again, Ally said.
I
know, I know, I wont hurt her again, Nick said.
You
better not, Karissa said. They left the room. Nick and Hayley continued kissing. She ran her hands through his hair.
God,
Hayley, I want you so bad, Nick said kissing her neck.
I
want you, too, I need you, Hayley said.
Oh
god, wait, its your first time and you wanted to wait until you are married, Nick said.
I
dont care anymore, I know what I want, and I want you to make love to me, Hayley said. Nick looked at her.
Are
you sure? Nick asked.
I
need you, Nick, I cant wait anymore, Hayley said. He kissed her deeply. He locked the door and lifted her up and pressed her
against the wall. He laid her on the couch and got on top of her. Nick pulled off her clothes and pulled his off. He slowly
and gently made love to her. Afterwards, they laid there holding each other. Hayley laid her head on Nicks chest.
Wow,
Hayley said.
I
know, Nick said kissing her forehead.
Thank
you for being gentle, Hayley said.
I
didnt want to hurt you, Nick said. There was a knock at the door.
What!
Nick said.
Nick,
Hayley needs to go onstage, Kevin said. Hayley got up and got dressed. She kissed him deeply.
See
you later, Hayley said.
Yes
you will, baby, Nick said kissing her neck. She smiled and kissed him and went out the door. Nick got dressed and went out
and saw Hayley and the band going onstage. He felt someone tap his shoulder. He looked and saw his mother.
Mom,
Nick said.
Hello
Nickolas, Jane said.
What
are you doing here, Nick said.
We
need to talk, Jane said.
I
want to watch this band perform, one of the guitarists is in the Backstreet Band, Nick said. Jane stood behind him and watched
the screen.
Ladies
and Gentlemen, Pink Slip! AJ said. Nick watched the screened as Pink Slip performed. Nick smiled every time Hayley appeared.
After they were done performing, they came backstage. Ally and AJ hugged. Karissa and Howie hugged. Hayley jumped into Nicks
arms and hugged him tight. She saw Jane and got down and just stood there.
Hayley,
this is my mother, Jane, Mom, this is my girlfriend, Hayley, Nick said.
Youre
Hayley? Jane asked.
Yes,
Hayley said.
You
dont belong here, Jane said.
Excuse
me? Hayley asked.
I
want you out of my sons life, Jane said.
Mom,
Nick said.
Im
sorry, Nick, but I have heard about Hayley, Willa told me about her so I tracked down Hayleys ex, who happened to be a record
producer, he told me that she used him to get a record deal, that she never really loved him, Jane said.
I
dont think so, Ally said.
Mrs.
Carter, her ex was an abusive drunk who beat Hayley every chance he got, Karissa said.
We
are her best friends, Mrs. Carter, we have pictures of all of Hayleys bruises, and her exs criminal record, she never dated
a record producer, her ex was a no good drunk who couldnt get a job, Hayley had to work her butt off to support him, Ally
said.
We
have known Hayley since we were little, Karissa said.
We
know her better than anyone, Ally said.
I
dont use people to get what I want, I wasnt expecting to be in the Backstreet Band, I didnt con my way into it, we went to
Howies club because he heard us play in Karissas garage since he lives in the same neighborhood as Karissa, and he asked us
to perform at his club, so we did, and he brought the guys in and they signed me on to play in their band, I said yes if only
the band could be an opening act, Hayley said.
That
was my idea by the way, Mark said.
My
feelings for your son are true, he and I got together and then I discovered that he was still with Willa and didnt bother
to tell me and told the guys he broke up with her, but he really didnt, Hayley said. Jane looked at Nick.
Is
this true, Jane said.
Yeah,
Nick said.
Hayley,
Im sorry for what I said, you do belong here, Jane said. Hayley smiled.
Thank
you, Mrs. Carter, Hayley said.
Sit
down here and lets chat, Jane said. Jane and Hayley sat down on the couch and they began a conversation.
Chapter 8
Hayley and Nick went to the hotel and got on the elevator and headed up to
their suite. Nick looked around and stopped the elevator between floors. He looked at her and smiled and pushed her against
the wall and kissed her deeply.
I
love you, Nick said kissing her neck.
I
love you, too, Hayley said.
How
about making love in an elevator? Nick asked.
Is
this a fantasy of yours? Hayley asked.
Yeah,
Nick said nibbling her earlobe. The phone rang. Nick looked at it and picked it up.
Hello,
yes, theres no problem, just having some private time, what, okay, bye, Nick said. He hung up and pushed the button for their
floor.
Fantasy
over? Hayley asked.
Yes,
dammit, that was the front desk, a lot of angry people want to come up and cant on one elevator, they need two elevators,
Nick said.
Oh
well, we have a bed waiting for us, Hayley said smiling. Nick smiled.
Yes,
a bed, a huge one, Nick said. They arrived at their floor and went to their suite.
Nick,
Kevin said.
What,
Kevin, Nick said.
Group
Meeting, my room, now, Kevin said looking at Hayley. Nick groaned.
Ill
be back, go get a quick shower, baby, Nick said kissing her before following Kevin. Hayley went into the suite and got her
clothes and went to the bathroom and got into the shower. She got out and dried off and got dressed and walked out and saw
Kevin, Howie, AJ, Brian, and Nick sitting on the bed staring at her.
Whats
going on, Hayley said drying her hair.
Whats
going on is that you are a liar, Kevin said.
What,
Hayley said looking at them strangely.
You
lied, you cant play squat, thats why you have Mike there, he plays your parts while you fake it, he admitted it, Kevin said.
Hayley rolled her eyes.
Mikes
jealous because he wants to be in the Backstreet Band, and he wants me out, Hayley said.
Stop
lying, Hayley, Nick said.
Im
not lying! Hayley said putting the towel back in the bedroom. She came out and looked at them.
Why
would you do this, Kevin said.
You
know what, I dont give a shit anymore, you all choose not to believe me when all of you know that Mike is the one lying, Im
getting my stuff and Im gone, Mike can have his way and take my place, see how good he is first, Hayley said. She got her
stuff together and started out the door but was grabbed by Nick.
Dont
go, Nick said. Hayley pulled away from him.
I
cant be with people who think Im a liar, I am not a liar, have a nice life, Hayley said coldly as she went out the door. She
walked down the hall and saw Mike smiling. She went up to him and punched him.
Asshole,
Id like to see how long you last, you lied your way into the band, they will find out how good you really are, Hayley said
hitting him with her bag before getting on the elevator. She saw Nick running down the hall. The doors closed and Hayley leaned
against the wall and closed her eyes. The doors opened and she walked through the lobby and out the door and hailed a cab
and got in and went to the airport. She got on a plane back to Florida. She sat in her seat and looked out the window and
closed her eyes as tears fell down her cheeks.
Meanwhile, back at the hotel
Karissa and Ally stared at the guys. Mike was smiling. Mark and Jack were
glaring at Mike.
How
could you let her go, you know Mike is lying, he cant play shit, Karissa said.
Shut
up, Karissa, Mike said.
You
are a lying sack of crap, Mike, Mark said.
Guys,
Hayley is the best guitar player in the band, Ally said.
Mike
lied because hes jealous because Hayley was the best player and in the Backstreet Band, Karissa said. Kevin looked at Mike.
Mike hung his head.
Is
this true, did you lie? Kevin asked. Mike nodded slowly.
Guys,
we have to find Hayley, Brian said. Nick came in.
Shes
gone, Nick said.
Where?
Brian asked.
She
got on a plane back to Florida, Nick said.
Nick,
you go get her back, we have two days off, after tonights show, Ally, think you can fill in for Hayley in the Backstreet Band?
Kevin asked.
Yeah,
Ally said. Kevin gave her the music for the show. Ally studied hard.
Mike,
get your stuff and leave the tour, you are no longer a part of the band, Mark said.
Fine,
I dont need you losers, Mike said. He left. Kevin looked at Howie, AJ, and Brian.
This
is one big mess, we should have believed Hayley, Kevin said. Brian, Howie, and AJ nodded.
I
love her, Nick said.
Then
go to her tomorrow, Kevin said.
I
have to go tonight, Nick said.
Kevin,
let me go to her, before she cant be found, AJ said.
Go,
Kevin said. Ally told Nick where Hayley lives and he ran out and went to the airport and got on the next flight to Florida.
Chapter 9
Nick arrived
in Florida and found Hayleys house and went up to the door and rang the doorbell. The door opened and Hayley stood there.
He looked at her. She stepped aside and he went in and she closed the door and locked it and turned and he pressed her against
the door.
Come
back with me, Mike is gone, thanks to Karissa, Ally, Mark, and Jack, they got him to admit that he was lying, if you stayed,
you wouldnt have had to leave, Nick said kissing her neck. She closed her eyes and relaxed against him as she held onto him.
She pulled back and cupped his cheek.
Nick,
you should have believed in me, Hayley said.
I
know, I know, I know, baby, I didnt know what to think, but I know you never lied to me, I should have known you werent lying,
Im so stupid, Nick said resting his head on her shoulder. She held him close.
I
love you too much to lie to you, Hayley said.
Please
come back with me, I need you there and everyone else does, too, Nick said. He kissed her hungrily. He picked her up and carried
her into the living room but she stopped him.
Nick?
Hayley asked.
I
want you, Nick said kissing her neck.
Bed, down the hall, Hayley said. He carried her to her bedroom and closed the door and laid her on the bed and got
on top of her. He pulled his clothes off and pulled hers off. He slid a condom on and he slowly made love to her. (Note: there
will be love scenes later on in the story) Nick collapsed on top of her and buried his face in her neck.
I
love you so much, Nick said.
I
love you, too, Hayley said. He kissed her neck and moved to her lips and kissed her deeply.
Come
back with me, Nick said.
I
will, Hayley said. Nick grinned and kissed her. They got up and Nick went into the bathroom. He came out and got dressed.
Hayley got dressed. Nick hugged her from behind.
Dont
ever leave me again, Nick said nuzzling her neck.
I
wont, Hayley said. They headed back to catch up with the tour. They arrived in New York and went to the hotel and found AJ
and Howie in the lobby.
Hey!
AJ said.
Hayley,
glad you came back, Howie said.
Thanks,
Hayley said.
Come
on, everyone is in Kevins room, Howie said. They went up to Kevins room. Hayley walked in and saw Kevin, Brian, Ally, Karissa,
Mark and Jack sitting around.
Hayley!
Ally said getting up.
Hey,
Hayley said as Ally hugged her.
Hayley,
dont leave like that, you know Mike lies about everything, Mark said.
I
know, but I did give him a good punch, Hayley said.
Yeah,
you nailed him good, Mark said smiling.
Yeah,
with my fist and my bag, Hayley said.
I
guess we shouldnt mess with Hayley, Kevin said.
Thats
right, Ally said. The lights went out and someone screamed and the lights came back on and everyone looked around.
Oh
no, wheres Hayley! Nick said.
Out
here, idiots, a voice from the balcony said. They ran to the door and saw Mike holding a knife to Hayleys neck.
Let
her go! Nick said as he started for them but was held back by Kevin and Brian.
I
dont think so, she is going to pay, with her life! Mike said. Hayley looked at Nick. He struggled against Brian and Kevin
as they held him back.
Let
her go, Mike, you ruined what you had when you lied, Kevin said.
She
ruined it by joining the band in the first place! Mike said. Ally stepped forward.
Mike,
please, think about this, you saved her life once, remember, you protected her, you told her you would never hurt her, you
promised her! Ally said.
Oh god, Mike said. He let
Hayley go and she ran to Nick and he held her close.
Chapter 10
Hayley woke up and saw that she was in her room and she sat up. Ally and Karissa
came into her bedroom.
Hayley,
come on, we have to get to Tabu for our gig tonight, Ally said.
Tabu?
Hayley asked.
Yeah,
the owner asks us to come play again tonight, remember, Karissa said.
Howie?
Hayley asked.
Yes,
Howie Dorough of the Backstreet Boys, he owns the club, we met him, remember, last night, Karissa said.
I
had this weird dream, Hayley said.
What
about? Ally asked. Hayley told them about her dream.
Wow,
me dating Howie, you dating Nick, and Ally dating AJ, cool, Karissa said. They went to Tabu. They were setting up. Mark and
Jack came over to them.
Mike
isnt coming, he moved to Michigan with his folks, Mark said.
Oh,
Ally said. Howie came over to them.
Hi
guys, Howie said.
Hi,
Mr. Dorough, Mark said.
Please
call me Howie, Howie said.
Okay,
Mark said.
Are
you missing someone? Howie asked.
Mike
moved to Michigan, they left this morning, Mark said.
Oh,
well, I brought my friends in to listen to you all, Howie said. Hayley looked and saw Nick, AJ, Brian, and Kevin in a booth.
She looked at Howie and looked at her guitar.
Well,
have fun, Howie said. He went over and joined the guys. Hayley looked at Ally.
Okay,
Take Me Away is the first song, and Hayley, youll perform Ultimate, Mark said.
Okay,
Hayley said.
Ladies
and Gentlemen, joining us for the second night, Pink Slip, John said. They performed Take Me Away. Then Karissa and Hayley
switched and Hayley looked up and saw Nick staring at her. She looked at Ally and performed Ultimate and stared at Nick the
whole time. After the song was over, they packed up their stuff. Hayley put her guitar in her case and saw feet in front of
her and she looked up and saw Nick standing there looking down at her. She stood up.
Hi,
Im Nick, Nick said holding out his hand.
Im
Hayley, Hayley shaking his hand. He smiled.
Would
you like a drink? Nick asked.
Sure,
Hayley said. He led her over to the bar and she ordered a coke. Nick ordered water.
Hayley!
Ally called. Hayley looked at Ally and went over to her and they talked about something. She came back and sat down and smiled
at Nick. She took a drink of her soda. They talked for thirty minutes.
So
how did you learn to play the guitar like that? Nick asked.
Mark,
hes the guy who played the drums, he is very good at all the instruments, he and I grew up together, hes like a big brother
to me, Hayley said.
Thats
cool, Nick said. She took another sip. Nick took her hand and kissed it.
Would
you like to go out on a date with me? Nick asked.
Yes,
Hayley said. Nick smiled.
How
about now? Nick asked.
Sure,
Hayley said. They went out the door and Nick took her to Kelsey's
Pizzeria.
Like
pizza? Nick asked.
I
love pizza, Hayley said. They went in and sat down. They talked until they ordered and continued talking.
So,
do you have a boyfriend? Nick asked.
No,
Im single, what about you, got a girlfriend? Hayley asked.
Yeah,
Willa Ford, but shes out on the road with NSync, Nick said.
Do
you miss her? Hayley asked.
No,
I just dont know where the relationship is headed, Nick said. The food arrived and Hayley took a slice and took a bite.
Do
you love her? Hayley asked.
Honestly,
I thought I did, Nick said.
But
you dont? Hayley asked.
Things
change, Nick said.
You
two are still together, right? Hayley said.
Well,
yeah, but I dont know how to end it, Nick said.
Oh,
Hayley said.
I
didnt ask you out to use you to help me break up with her, I just saw you and really wanted to get to know you, Nick said.
You
did? Hayley asked.
Yeah,
Nick said.
Nick?
a voice behind him said. He looked and saw Willa standing there.
Chapter 11
Nick sat there looking at her. Willa glared at Hayley. Hayley just sat there looking at the table. Matt said that you are cheating on me, is this the slut you are cheating on me with, Willa
said angrily. Willa, Im not cheating on you, I just met Hayley tonight,
shes a guitar player, Nick said. I dont care who she is, how could
you do this to me! Willa said angrily. For the last time, Im not cheating
on you, Im just having pizza with a friend, thats all, besides, I was thinking of breaking up with you anyways, Nick said. What, why! Willa said. Honestly,
I don't love you anymore, Im sorry, I thought all day yesterday and today, Nick said. I cant believe you, after all the time we were together, you dont love me anymore, have you ever loved me? Willa asked. Yes, I did, but I dont anymore, Im sorry, its just how I feel, Nick said. She slapped
him and stormed out. Im sorry about that, Nick said. Its okay, Hayley said. Nicks cell phone rang. He got up and went outside to take it. Few
minutes later, he came in. I have to go, family problems, Nick
said. They paid and went out to his car and got into his car and they went to her house. Do you want to talk about it? Hayley asked. Yeah, my mom
kicked my dad and sisters out of the house and is keeping them from my brother, Nick said. That is not right at all, Hayley said. My mother pressed charges against
my dad, saying that he abused her and shes afraid of hers and Aarons life, Nick said. But she doesnt care what happens to you or your sisters? Hayley asked. Not now, because my sisters are siding with my dad, she doesnt know whose side Im on, Nick said. Go talk to her, Ill go with you, Hayley said. Nick nodded and drove to Marathon.
Chapter 12
They arrived at the Carter Compound and went up to the door. Nick opened the door and went in and looked around. He
saw his mother come in from the living room. Hi Mom, Nick said. Jane hugged her
oldest son. Aaron came in and saw Nick. Nick hugged Aaron. Mom,
this is my friend, Hayley, Hayley, this is my mother, Jane, and my brother, Aaron, Nick said. Hi, Hayley said. Hi Hayley, Jane said. Hi Hayley, Aaron said. They went into the living room. Mom, what is going on, Nick said. Jane looked at Hayley. You
know I kicked your father out, Jane said. Mom, why, Nick said. He was too controlling and he abused me, Jane said. Mom, Aaron said. How? Nick asked. He pushed me into the shower and hit me, Jane said. That is not true, Aaron said. Aaron, Jane said. Mom, you know Dad never touched you! Aaron said. Aaron, quiet, Jane said. Mom, tell the truth, Nick said. I am, you werent here, Aaron, you didnt know, Jane said. So what, I know Dad, he wouldnt hurt anybody! Aaron said running upstairs. Mom, hes right, Dad wouldnt hurt anybody, Nick said. If
you want to take your fathers side, then get out and dont come back! Jane said angrily. Aaron came downstairs with his bags.
Jane looked at him. Im leaving with Nick, Mom, I cant stay here
with you, Aaron said. Aaron, I have custody of you! Jane said. Im going to live with my brother! Aaron said walking out the door. Nick looked at his
mother. You are pushing everyone away, Mother, I suggest you
do something to gain everyones trust back, Nick said. He took Hayleys hand and walked out the door to his car and got in and
looked at Aaron. You can stay with me for as long as you want,
little bro, Nick said. Thanks, bro, Aaron said. Nick drove up to
Orlando and they went to Hayleys place. You two can come in if you want,
Hayley said. Sure, Nick said. They went in and it was dark and quiet.
Hayley checked the house. Karissa and Ally are asleep, Hayley
said. Can we stay here, Im tired, Nick said. Me, too, Aaron said. Sure, Ill get some blankets, Hayley
said. Wheres your room? Nick asked. Why, Hayley said. We can sleep in there, Nick said.
She got blankets out and went to her room. They followed. Aaron whispered to Nick and he took two blankets and went to the
living room.
Chapter 13
(Okay, so she had another dream! I thought of something different! So here we go!) Hayley woke up and saw up and looked around. She sat up. Nick came in and sat down. Hey baby, how are you feeling? Nick asked. Okay, I guess,
Hayley said. Are you sure, I know Mike must have scared you, holding
a knife to you, Nick said. I dont know why he did it, I dont
know why he was like that, Hayley said. I guess jealousy, I mean, you are
the best player in the band and you are in the Backstreet Band, Nick said. Lets move on and just enjoy being together, Hayley said. Nick smiled and kissed her deeply and he leaned her back
down on the bed and laid on top of her and pulled her clothes off and pulled his off and they made love. Three weeks later, things were going smoothly on the tour. Hayley was out shopping with
Karissa and Ally. Hayley was in one of the stores when a hand grabbed her and pulled her into a hiding spot and she saw Nick. Nick, what are you doing, Hayley said. I missed you, baby, Nick said kissing her neck. This is suppose
to be a girls day out, Hayley said. I know, I know, but I missed you
so much, Nick said hugging her close. She smiled. I missed you,
too, Hayley said as she leaned against him. I have to talk to you about something,
Nick said. What is it, Hayley said. Ill tell you when you get back, Nick said. All right,
Hayley said. I love you so much, Nick said stroking her cheek. I love you, too, Hayley said. He kissed her hungrily. I better go and let you shop, Nick said. Ill see you
later, Hayley said. Okay, Nick said. He kissed her and left.
Hayley went out and found Ally and Karissa. Hey, where were you, Ally said. Nick was here, he wanted to talk to me about something later, Hayley said. Karissa looked
at Ally. I know what he wants to talk to you about, Ally said. Ally, dont, Karissa said. No,
she has to know, Ally said. What is it, Hayley said. A week ago, AJ and I had a fight and I ran out and ran into Nick and he took me to your
room, it was when you were out with Kevin and Brian working on some material for the show, we were talking and one thing led
to another and we ended up in bed, Ally said quietly. You slept
with my boyfriend? Hayley asked. Ally nodded. We both regretted it, and we swore
that you and AJ wouldnt know about that night, Ally said. Hayley looked at the floor. Our friendship is over, you are nothing to me, Hayley said. She walked off and went back to the hotel and walked into
her room and saw Nick watching TV. He looked up and saw her and came over to her. She looked at him and slapped him. How could you, Hayley said. She went into the bedroom and started packing her stuff. You know, dont you, Nick said softly. Yes, I know, you slept with Ally, how could you, do I mean nothing to you, am I not good enough, Hayley said. You mean everything to me, I dont know why it happened, it was only one time and it will
never happen again, Nick said. I dont care, we are over, Nickolas,
so over, no more! Hayley said. Hayley, please, Nick said. She got
her stuff together. Im going to go stay with Mark and Jack,
Im not leaving the tour, just that you and Ally are nothing to me, dont even try to talk to me, Hayley said. She walked out
the door and went to Marks room. Nick leaned against the wall and slid down and cried.
Chapter 14
Ally walked into her and AJs room and saw him sitting there. He looked at her. How could you do this to me, AJ said. AJ, it was a mistake, Ally said. A mistake, sleeping with Nick! AJ said. Yes, it was, I didnt plan on it, it happened, but it wont happen again, please, dont break up with me, Ally said looking
at the floor. Im not going to, but you have to make it up to me, AJ
said. Anything, Ally said. Meanwhile in Mark and Jacks room Hayley, this isnt going to be good
for the band, you and Ally not speaking, Mark said. Who is Ally? Hayley asked. Hayley,
stop it, I know she and Nick hurt you, but you cant let this affect the band, this could be our chance, at a record deal!
Mark said. I know, but I cant be her friend, Mark, she hurt me
deeply, she and Nick broke my heart, Hayley said. Mark hugged her. He looked up and saw Ally standing there at the door. He
shook his head. She quietly ducked out. The next day, Hayley was backstage.
She saw AJ come in and go to his dressing room. She got up and followed him and went in after him and he turned to close the
door and bumped into her. Hey Hayley, how are you holding up,
AJ said. Hayley shut the door and locked it and pushed him against the wall. I want revenge, Hayley said. Hayley, I am still with Ally, I love
her, AJ said. So, Hayley said. Hayley, getting revenge aint going to change things, AJ said. She grabbed him and kissed him deeply. He pushed her
away and held her arms. Hayley, stop this, okay, you getting revenge
aint going to change anything, whats done is done, they are already
hurting, AJ said. I want them to know what it feels like, Hayley
said. Hayley, you can hurt Nick all you want, but dont hurt Ally anymore than she
does, she already lost you as a friend, it almost killed her, AJ said. Hayley walked out the door and to her dressing room and got ready for the show. She walked out and saw Mark, Karissa,
Ally, and Jack waiting for her. She walked past them and they went out onstage. Nick sat backstage. AJ sat down. Nick looked
at him. AJ patted his hand and Nick rubbed his face with his hand. Hayley
wanted to sleep with him as revenge for what you and Ally did, but I pushed her away, AJ said. Why, Nick said. Because revenge wont change anything, AJ
said. They heard the crowd and heard the band play. Nick flipped on the TV and watched
the band. After they were done, they came backstage. Hayley went to her dressing room without looking at Nick. Ally went to
AJ and they hugged. They went to AJs dressing room. Nick sat there. He closed his eyes. Nick, you okay, Brian said. No, Nick said. Nick, you messed up, okay, is she suppose to just forgive you like nothing happened, Brian
said. I just love her so much, I feel so lost, Nick said. Then you shouldnt have slept with Ally, Brian said. He went to his dressing room.
Chapter 15
Nick got ready and went out and waited until it was time to go on. The band was standing around. Kevin looked around. Where is Hayley, she is suppose to go on with them, Kevin said. He looked at Nick. He
shrugged. Nick went to Hayleys dressing room. He knocked on the door. He opened the door and saw Hayley laying on the couch.
She looked at him. Uh, the bands waiting for you and Kevin
aint happy, Nick said. Hayley groaned. Tell Kevin to buzz off and leave
me alone, I dont feel good, Hayley said. All right, Nick said. He went back
to where the band was waiting. Well? Kevin asked. She doesnt feel good, Nick said. Get Ally, Kevin said. AJ and Ally came up to them. Hey
guys, Ally said Ally, can you take Hayleys place tonight, she
isnt feeling good, Kevin said. Okay, Ally said. She got her guitar
and went out with the band. Nick stood there thinking. The guys went onstage. Karissa went to Hayleys dressing room and saw
her lying on the couch watching the TV. Karissa sat down. Hey,
you okay? Karissa said. I dont feel good at all, Hayley said. Want to go to the doctor, Karissa said. AJs mother, Denise came in. Denise, Hayley doesnt feel good, Karissa said. Whats wrong, sweetie, Denise said sitting down beside her. I
don't feel right, Hayley said. She went on and told Denise everything. Hayley, I think you might be pregnant, you missed your time of the month, right, Denise said. Yeah, I was suppose to have it two weeks ago, Hayley said. You might be pregnant, honey, Denise said. Hayley looked at the TV just as Nick appeared on the TV, dancing during
one of the songs. Oh god, Hayley said softly. Lets go to the hotel and we can do a home pregnancy test, Denise said. They went to the hotel and checked in and Karissa went to get a pregnancy test while Denise
helped Hayley to her room. She laid down on the bed. Karissa came in and Hayley went into the bathroom and took the test and
stood there waiting. Twenty minutes later, she came out crying. Its
positive, Hayley said. Karissa hugged her. They went to the doctor who confirmed it. They returned to the hotel and went to
Hayleys room and Hayley laid down on the bed. I cant believe this, Hayley said. Hayley, you have to tell Nick, Karissa said. No, I dont want him to know, I dont want anything to do with him! Hayley said. You are having his baby, how is that not having anything to do with him when you are having his baby, a child that
is a part of him! Karissa said. Karissa, I dont want to be with him!
Hayley said. Im telling him, Karissa said. Denise sat down. Go, Karissa, tell him, Ill keep her here, Karissa is right, Nick has the right to know,
Denise said. Karissa ran out. Hayley looked at Denise. He hurt me,
Denise, Hayley said. I know, honey, but he has the right to know
that hes going to be a father, you two need to talk about this,
Denise said. At the venue Karissa ran in and found Nick and Kevin talking. Karissa grabbed Nick and pulled him to his dressing room and pushed
him in and closed the door. Karissa, whats going on, Nick said. Nick, its Hayley, there is something you should know, Karissa said. What is it, Nick said. Shes
pregnant, Nick, with your child, she didnt want you to know, but I told her that you had the right to know, Karissa said. Omg, Im going to be a father, where is she, Nick said. At the hotel, room 34244, Karissa said. Nick ran out the door and went to the hotel and went to Hayleys room and knocked
on the door. Denise opened the door and saw him. She let him in and told him Hayley was in the bedroom. He went to the bedroom
and saw her lying on the bed looking out the window. She saw him and sat up and reached out for him. He sat down on the bed
and took her into his arms. Im so sorry, Nicky! Hayley said crying
on his shoulder. What for, sweetheart, Nick said. For breaking up with you, I know AJ forgave you and Ally, I have been thinking about why
I couldnt, Hayley said. Baby, I understood, I made a mistake, I
hurt you, Nick said. I want to start fresh, right now, you, me
and our baby, Hayley said. Thats what I want, Nick said. I love you, Nick, I was lost without you, thats why I want you back, Hayley said. I will never hurt you again, Hayley, I promise you with all my heart and soul, Nick said.
She kissed him softly. I never want to let you go again, it was
hard walking away from you, even if you hurt me, Hayley said. Lets
just be happy again and forget all about the pain, Nick said. Hayley
smiled. Lets do that, Hayley said. They laid down together and
held each other and talked.
Chapter 16
The next day, Hayley and Nick walked into the venue together for practice for the second show that night. Everyone
was sitting around talking. Hayley hung back when she saw Ally. Baby?
Nick asked. What if I lost her for good, I mean, I told her she
was nothing to me, Hayley said. She still cares about you, Nick said
kissing her forehead. They walked in and everyone looked at them. Nick held her hand tight and saw everyone smile. Are you two back together? Brian asked. Yes, we are, Nick said smiling at Hayley. Its about
time, AJ said grinning. I didnt do anything, I just walked into
the room and she was holding her arms out to me and apologizing for breaking up with me, but thats in the past, its a fresh
start, and some other news, we are having a baby, Nick said. We
know that, my girl couldnt keep her mouth shut, Howie said looking at Karissa. Sorry, guys, I was just excited about one of my best friends having a baby, I just had to tell everybody, so Nick,
you will have to call your family because I told Hayleys family, Karissa said. Hayley, Ally said. Hayley went over to her. Come here,
Hayley said. Ally got up and they hugged. Everyone smiled. Im
so sorry, Ally said. Forget about it, its a fresh start, Hayley
said. Come on, lets practice, Mark said. Hayley, you feeling okay? Kevin asked. Yup, Hayley said as she followed
her friends. They went onstage and they practiced. That night,
Hayley and Nick were sitting in Nicks dressing room talking and holding each other when there was a knock at the door. Its open, Nick said resting his head on Hayleys shoulder. The door opened and Ally and
Karissa came in. Hayley, Ryans here, Ally said. What, how did he find me, Hayley said. Who is Ryan? Nick asked. Her ex-boyfriend, Ally said. The one who cheated on her, Nick said. Hayley walked out and saw AJ and Howie standing
in front of Ryan. Ryan saw her and went around them and came over to her and kissed her. She pushed him away and wiped her
mouth. Dont you dare do that again and why are you here, Hayley
said as Nick came up behind her with Ally and Karissa. I want you
back, Hayley, Ryan said. You can forget it, Hayley said. Im lost without you, I know I messed up, but I didnt want to wait until marriage to sleep
with you but I regret what I did and I would like to have another chance, Ryan said. No, Hayley said. Hayley, I promise that I wont mess up again,
Ryan said. I dont care, Im over you, I have moved on, Im with someone
else now, Hayley said. Who, Ryan said. Me, Nick said coming up behind Hayley and put his hands on her shoulders. And Im not a virgin anymore, I slept with Nick and Im having his baby, Hayley said. Oh my god, you told me that you wanted to wait until you were married and
you wouldnt change your mind for anything and now you go sleep with him and
you are pregnant, you are a liar! Ryan said. Hold on, okay, she made a choice,
okay, learn to live with it, maybe she just told you because you werent the one she really wanted, Nick said. Ryan swung at him and Billy and Eddie grabbed him. I cant believe you, I loved you, you were the only one for me, Ryan cried. All right, one more chance, Hayley said. Ryan went to her and hugged her. I wont hurt you again, never again, Ryan said. Nick went to his dressing room and slammed the door. Ryan went off
with Mark and Jack. Hayley covered her face and cried. Ally and Karissa hugged her. Brian, Kevin, AJ, and Howie went to Nicks
dressing room. Hayley sat down on the couch. What have I done! Hayley cried. Hayley, why did you go back to Ryan, Karissa said. I dont know, Im so stupid, I love Nick, now I made a mistake and went back to my ex, Im so stupid! Hayley cried. Tell Ryan to fuck off and leave you alone, Ally said. I might do that, Hayley said. Ryan came in. Hayley, Im
sorry for asking you for another chance, you moved on and I accept that, be happy, with Nick, Ryan said. He left. Hayley ran
to Nicks dressing room and knocked on the door. Brian opened the door and saw her and shook his head. She heard Nick crying.
Hayley whispered in his ear. Brian nodded. And closed the door. Hayley, Karissa, Ally, Mark, and Jack went onstage and performed. Brian, Kevin, Howie, AJ, and Nick watched from Nicks dressing room.
When Hayley sang Ultimate, Brian told Nick it was dedicated to him. Nick smiled a little. After the song was over, Nick went
out the door and stood there waiting for Hayley to come backstage. When she did, she saw him and he took her into his arms
and kissed her deeply. Dont ever do that again, dont leave me again,
I never want to be without you, Nick said. Im so sorry for that, I made a mistake
but I wont make it again, I promise, I love you and only you,
Hayley said. They kissed and hugged tightly.
Chapter 17
Ally and AJ went to their hotel room. Ally got into the shower and was rinsing
off when AJ got in behind her and pulled her close.
I
love you, AJ said kissing her neck.
I
love you, too, Alex, Ally said.
I
love it when you call me Alex, AJ said. He pressed her against the wall. They made love in the shower and they got out and
continued on the bed.
Karissa and Howie were making out on their bed. Howie pulled back and smiled
at her. She smiled back and looked away.
Whats
the matter, baby, Howie said.
I
was thinking of something Mark was saying earlier tonight, Karissa said.
What
was it? Howie asked.
I
think he wants Ally, Karissa said.
Oh
great, Howie said.
Yeah,
I know, she and AJ are in love and now Mark wants her, I hope he gets over it and leaves them alone, Karissa said.
Me,
too, if he loses Ally, he will go to the bottle, he always drinks, but it could get worse if he loses her, Howie said.
I
better talk to Mark, Karissa said. She went to Marks room and knocked on the door. Mark opened the door and let her in and
closed the door.
Mark,
do you want Ally, Karissa said.
Yes,
I do, Mark said.
Mark,
dont go after her, AJ has a drinking problem and if you take Ally from him, he will go to the bottle and it will be the end
of the Backstreet Boys and we wont be touring anymore, Karissa said.
Damn,
Mark said.
Being
with Ally is the only thing keeping AJ from going to the bottle, Karissa said.
I
wont go after her, Mark said.
Good,
because I bet there is a girl out there who is right for you, Karissa said.
There
is, Hayley said coming in.
Who,
Karissa said.
Nicks
sister, BJ, shes coming here to join the tour to be with Nick, Hayley said.
How
old is she, Mark said.
20,
Hayley said.
Is
she cute? Mark asked.
You
will find out when she comes, Hayley said.
Well
see, then, Mark said. Hayley went back to her and Nicks room. Karissa went back to her and Howies room. Howie laid on the
bed reading a book.
Hey,
Karissa said lying down.
Well?
Howie asked.
He
wont go after Ally, we are going to set him up with Nicks sister, BJ, Karissa said.
WHAT!
They heard Nick yell from next door.
Uh-oh,
Karissa and Howie said.
In Nick and Hayleys room
I
cant believe this, you want to set up my sister and Mark on a date, Nick said.
Well,
it will keep Mark away from Ally, if he goes after Ally, it will send AJ to the bottle, do you want that! Hayley said.
No,
I dont, Nick said.
Then,
let Mark date your sister, it would be better than him going after Ally, Hayley said.
I
just cant believe you would do this without asking me first, Nick said.
Nick,
she is your sister, not your daughter, she is old enough to make her own choices, Hayley said. There was a knock at the door.
Hayley opened it and saw a blond girl standing there.
BJ?
Hayley asked.
Yeah,
you must be Hayley, BJ said.
Yeah,
come on in, Hayley said. BJ came in and she ran to Nick and they hugged tight.
I
missed you, bro, BJ said.
I
missed you, too, sis, Nick said.
Thanks
for letting me join the tour, Mom thinks it will keep me out of trouble, BJ said.
It
will, Nick said.
BJ,
are you dating anybody? Hayley asked.
No,
Im trying to find the right guy, BJ said.
Come
with me, Hayley said. They went to Marks room and knocked on the door. Mark opened the door and she heard BJ sigh.
Mark,
this is BJ, BJ, this is Mark, one of my bandmates, Hayley said. They just stared
at each other.
Its
nice to meet you, BJ, Mark said.
Nice
meeting you, too, BJ said.
Would
you like to come in and talk? Mark asked.
Sure,
BJ said going in. Mark looked at Brizee.
She is gorgeous, Hayley, thanks, Mark said. He went in and closed the door. Hayley went back to her and Nicks room
smiling.
Chapter 18
Hayley went in and saw Nick sitting on the couch, kissing Willa.
Nick!
Hayley yelled. Nick broke away and saw her.
Hayley,
Nick said. He got up and came over to her.
How
could you, you bastard! Hayley said slapping him.
Hayley,
its not what you think! Nick said.
Not
what I think, I walk in here and find you kissing your ex and its not what I think! Hayley said angrily.
Hayley,
I asked him to kiss me to help me get over him, I am moving on with my life and letting go of the past, Willa said.
I
dont care, I dont care anymore, we are over, Nick, I mean it, no more chances, we are through! Hayley said.
Hayley,
please, no! Nick cried. Hayley shook her head and went into the bedroom and packed her stuff. Nick came in.
Hayley,
please, dont leave me! Nick cried.
I
told you that I would give you one more chance, I did give you one more chance, I told you no more chances, you blew it! Hayley
said getting her stuff together. Nick grabbed her and pushed her against the wall and held her there.
You
are not leaving me! Nick said angrily.
Let
go of me! Hayley said.
No,
never, you are mine, dammit! Nick said.
You
blew it when you kissed Willa! Hayley said.
If
you leave me, I will make sure you and your band never play anywhere again, I will make sure no one will want you, I can do
that, you know, just a couple of calls, Nick said angrily.
Are
you threatening me, Hayley said.
No,
Im telling you what I could do if you leave me, you mean more to me than anything, I can not let you go, Nick said.
You
shouldnt have kissed Willa, Hayley said.
That
was the only time and it didnt mean anything, Nick said. Hayley looked at him.
Let
me go, you asshole! Hayley said.
I
didnt want to do this, Hayley, but I dont have any other choice, I cant let you go, if you leave me, your career in music
is over, Im not joking around here, Nick said. She looked him in the eyes and knew he wasnt kidding. She cried and stopped
fighting. He kissed her hard and he pulled her to the bedroom and he pushed her on the bed and laid on top of her. He pulled
her clothes off and removed his clothes and made love to her. He laid there holding her close.
I
didnt want to do it, Hayley, I didnt have to have to do it, but I cant let you go, Ill die before I let you leave me, you
have my heart, if you leave me, I will kill myself, I cannot lose you, I love you more than life itself and Im lost without
you, do you understand me, do you get what Im saying here, Nick said.
Yes,
I do, Hayley said. He closed his eyes and went to sleep. She looked up at him. She knew that she couldnt leave him. She knew
she had to stay. She closed her eyes and went to sleep.
Chapter 19
The next day, Hayley sat backstage with Karissa and Ally. She told them everything.
Hayley,
you shouldnt have let him do that! Ally said.
I
had no choice, it would end my music career, he has the power to do that, two calls is all it takes, I had no choice, Hayley
said. Ally looked at Karissa.
Kevin
and the guys would stick up for you, Ally said.
Its
more than that, he said he would kill himself if I left him, Hayley said.
Hes
just trying to make you feel guilty, Ally said.
Ally,
I looked in his eyes, he wasnt kidding, he wouldnt have said it if he didnt mean it, Hayley said.
Like
he would really kill himself, Ally said.
Ally,
it proves just how much he loves her, how much she means to him, hell be lost without her, Karissa said.
Why
are you taking up for him, he kissed Willa and Hayley walked in on it! Ally said.
True
love, girl, he truly loves Hayley, Karissa said.
So
what, he blew his last chance so he would say anything to keep her, Ally said.
Ally,
shut up, Karissa said.
Im
going to find AJ, at least he doesnt cheat, Ally said. She left the room.
Hayley,
I just want you to be happy, but it was just a kiss, he loves you, he has proved it to you on what he is willing to do to
hold onto you, Karissa said.
I
know, I know, Hayley said.
Talk
to him, okay, tell him that you love him and you will never leave him, and be truthful, okay, he is scared that he will lose
you, Karissa said. Hayley nodded. She went to find Nick. She found him in his dressing room playing video games. She sat behind
him and put her hands on his shoulders and rubbed them.
Hey,
Hayley said resting her chin on his shoulder.
Hey,
Nick said resting his head against hers.
You
arent going to lose me, okay, Hayley said.
Im
sorry about last night, Im not usually that way, Nick said. Hayley kissed his neck.
You
were scared, that you were going to lose me, last night showed how much you love me, how much I mean to you, Hayley said wrapping
her arms around him from behind.
I
love you, Hayley, and I would do anything to hold onto you, Nick said. She kissed his shoulder.
I
know, lets forget about last night and move on together, okay, I mean it, Im never leaving you, I love you too much to leave
you, Hayley said.
You
were going to leave me last night, Nick said.
I
was upset, but I would have been back, Hayley said.
I
cant bear to think of what life would be like without you in my life, Nick said.
You
have my heart, and I know you wouldnt give it back, Hayley said.
You
have my heart, Hayley, no one else does, only you, Nick said. He ended the game and pulled her into his lap and she straddled
him. She stroked his face and looked at him.
I
love you so much, Hayley said.
I
love you, too, Nick said. They kissed deeply.
AJ and Ally went in and saw them kissing. They saw that Hayley had her hands
down Nicks pants. Nick had his hands up her shirt.
Hey!
Ally said. Nick and Hayley broke apart and saw them.
Hey,
whats up, Nick said.
Get
your hands off of her, Nick, Ally said.
Ally,
Hayley said. Ally grabbed Hayley and pulled her out the door.
Im
stopping you from getting hurt again, Hayley, Ally said.
Ally,
have you gone crazy, it was just a kiss! Hayley said.
You
are in denial, hell hurt you again! Ally said. She took Hayley back to the hotel.
Chapter 20
Ally dragged Hayley to her room and pushed her in and closed the door and
locked it.
Are
you crazy, he blackmailed you, he told you he would kill himself, why would he do that when he has all the fans and his family!
Ally said.
He
loves me, Hayley said.
Hayley,
he threatened to end your career if you left him, Ally said.
He
could, you know, Hayley said.
But
Brian, Howie, AJ, and Kevin would say otherwise, Ally said. Hayley looked at her.
Why
are you doing this! Hayley said.
He
hurt you too many times, Hayley, and you keep taking him back, AJ agrees with me that you should break up with Nick and move
on with your life, we all will go back and play in clubs, we will continue playing at Howies club, AJ will ask Howie if we
can just do that, Ally said.
I
love Nick, Ally, and he loves me, Hayley said.
He
has a funny way of showing it, he slept with me, you know, and now he kissed his ex! Ally said.
But
he loves ME! Hayley said.
Hayley,
he has hurt you and you always took him back so he is going to think its okay to hurt you because he thinks you will always
take him back, you need to show him that you wont always take him back, lets go home to Florida tonight, Ally said.
Do
Karissa, Mark, and Jack feel this way? Hayley asked.
We
are going, Briz, Ally said. Karissa, Mark, and Jack came in. Hayley looked at them.
Ally,
stop this, you cant keep her from Nick, they love each other, love is stronger than anything, Karissa said.
But
he has hurt her a lot and he is going to expect her to take him back every time! Ally said.
Well,
thats true, Karissa said.
Hayley,
go home, we all will go, Mark said.
But
the Backstreet Band, Hayley said.
Ally,
stay and play in Hayleys spot, Karissa said. They went and got Hayleys stuff together while Ally went to the venue.
Karissa called Howie and told him everything and he told her to take care
and hell call her every night. Mark, Karissa, Jack, and Hayley went to the airport and got on a flight back to Florida.
Chapter 21
Nick paced backstage. Ally came in and saw him and he saw her and went over
to her.
Where
is she?! Nick said.
Heading
home to Florida, away from you, Ally said.
WHAT!
Nick yelled. Brian, Howie, AJ, and Kevin came running in.
I
sent her home, Karissa, Jack, and Mark went with her, I refuse to let you hurt her again, Ally said.
Nick,
let Hayley go, you hurt her too many times, she keeps taking you back, AJ said.
I
was not going to hurt her again, god, I love her so much! Nick said leaning against the wall. He slid down and buried his
face in his hands. Ally watched as he fell apart. She looked at AJ. He looked at Brian, Howie, and Kevin. Brian nodded and
went to call Hayley. Ally knelt down in front of Nick.
Nick,
Im sorry, I just didnt want her to get hurt again, Ally said. Nick glared at her.
Get
away from me, Nick said.
Nick,
man, she was just looking out for her best friend, okay, AJ said. Nick got up and ran down the hall. Ally leaned against the
wall.
Ally,
AJ said.
I
screwed up, he hates me, Ally said.
Hell
realize that you were trying to be a good friend, AJ said. She collapsed in his arms.
Please
dont leave me, Ally said.
Baby,
Im yours forever, AJ said kissing her head.
That night after the show, Nicks cell phone rang. He picked it up.
Hello,
Nick said.
Nick,
its me, Hayley said.
Hayley,
where are you? Nick asked.
In
Florida, we are going to catch up with you guys in Dallas, Hayley said.
So
you will be there in Dallas when we get there? Nick asked.
Yes,
Marks getting the flight information now, and the tickets, we should be there when you guys get there, Hayley said.
Good,
god, baby, I love you so much, Nick said.
I
love you, too, Hayley said.
How
come you are coming back, Nick said.
Ally
called us and told us to come back, Nick, I understand why she did this, she didnt want me to get hurt again, and she wanted
to show you that I cant take you back every time you hurt me, Hayley said.
I
know that, Hayley, I promise that I will never ever hurt you again, Nick said.
I
know, baby, Hayley said.
Ill
see you in Dallas, baby, I love you, Nick said.
I
love you, too, Hayley said.
Oh,
hows the baby doing? Nick asked.
Still
in there, its fine, Hayley said.
I
cant wait to be a father, Hayley, Nick said.
I
know, Ill see you in Dallas, Hayley said.
Okay,
bye, baby, Nick said.
Bye,
Hayley said. He hung up and smiled.
Epilogue
The tour arrived in Dallas.
Nick got off his bus and saw Hayley standing there with Mark, Karissa, and Jack. He ran to her and hugged her tight.
I
love you so much, dont ever leave me again, Nick said.
I
wont, Hayley said. Mark and BJ hugged. Nick smiled. His sister told him that she and Mark got along great and are going to
start a relationship. Nick talked to Ally and they were friends again. He told her that he understood what she was doing and
promised her that he wont hurt Hayley again. Karissa and Howie hugged and they all went to the venue.
Nick,
we are lucky, Howie said as they heard the sounds of music echo through the venue.
Yup,
I know, man, you have Karissa, AJ has Ally, and I have Hayley, and I know that we will be happy for the rest of our lives,
Nick said.
You
got that right, AJ said. They knew what Nick said was true and no one could break the three couples up.
The End!
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